Thursday, June 24, 2004
heyee all...just realised sth while i was bathing... it's 4secs to my next water break, it's been 4mins from my bath, another 4 hrs to a soccer match, 4 days to school reopening, 4 weeks to nationals, 4 months to pre-A level jitters, 4 yrs to convocation a.k.a. university graduation.... heh, noe i very wuliao, but once in a while, it's nice to haf some food for thot! cheerios!
i ruled the world at 10:15 pm
Tuesday, June 22, 2004
hmm..i've been trying..but sometimes just cant shut the emotions out. hmm..guess i'll just practise..haha..i tried imagining my boat flat as i crossed the waves..not bad lehz...as in not like my boat totally stops rocking..but i felt more in control..haha..shall try again next training...=)enile ruled the world at 11:21 am
Sunday, June 20, 2004
im here im here! hmm somehow when i paddle im quite devoid of emotions.. donno why also.. unless stupid green boats or irritating-pple-who-glare-at-u-like-its-ur-fault-that-they-cant-go-striaght-and-end-up-cutting-ur-path-when-ur-trying-to-have-time-trails piss me off.. hehs i guess u jes hafta tell urself that theres a time and place for everything and on water, the only impt thing is to be focussed and conc on getting ur technique right.. everything else can wait.. yupyup.. 3rd consecutively water tmr, for those who went today.. jiayou dajia!zhenni ruled the world at 7:52 pm
sometimes...i just wonder if my emotions can just be blocked out...and i become just like a machine on water, performing every stroke accurately...and reacting to every condition as programmed...totally agree abt emotions involved being taxing..oh well..just gotta bear with it..knock knock...where is everyone...?enile ruled the world at 2:40 pm
Thursday, June 17, 2004
sigh.. sometimes the paddling ain't that tiring..it's the emotions involved that are even more taxing... when the rollercoaster finally seems to be going up.. one of its wheels drop off and it slides down again.. tired..went ta watch home on the range yest.. the saddest song i've ever heard.. sad.. but therapeutic..Bonnie Raitt
Will the Sun Ever Shine Again
Rain is pourin' down like the
heavens are hurtin'.
Seems like it's been dark since
the devil knows when.
How do you go on, never knowin'
for certain,
Will the sun ever shine again?
Fells like it's been years since
it started to thunder.
Clouds are campin' out in the valley
and glen.
How do you go on, when you can't help
but wonder.
Will the sun ever shine again?
What if the rain keeps fallin'?
What if the sky stays gray?
What if the wind keeps squallin',
And never go away?
Maybe the soon the storm will be
tired of blowin'.
Maybe soon it all will be over, amen.
How do you go on, if there's no way
of knowin'?
Will the sun ever shine?
Wish I could say.
Send me a sign-
One little ray.
Lord, if you're list'nin', how long
until then?
Will the sun ever shine again?
chian lin ruled the world at 10:54 pm
sigh...looks like this is dying...everyone too busy mugging le..hmm...everyone pls take care...stretch more lar...maybe every night before u all slp, just do some stretches...hmm...rest well..=)
enile ruled the world at 8:28 pm
Friday, June 11, 2004
hey shoe n eveybody else! i haven been here for ages haha.. n here's the lyrics and song that's v nice..and my wrist n shoulder hurts..sigh..tataCorrinne May – Fly Away
"When will you be home?" she asks
as we watch the planes take off
We both know we have no clear answer to where my dreams may lead
She's watched me as i crawled and stumbled
As a child, she was my world
And now to let me go, I know she bleeds
and yet she says to me
You can fly so high
Keep your gaze upon the sky
I'll be prayin every step along the way
Even though it breaks my heart to know we'll be so far apart
I love you too much to make you stay
Baby fly away
Autumn leaves fell into spring time and
SIlver-painted hair
Daddy called one evening saying
"We need you. Please come back"
When I saw her laying in her bed
Fragile as a child
Pale just like an angel taking flight
I held her as I cried
You can fly so high
Keep your gaze upon the sky
I'll be prayin every step along the way
Even though it breaks my heart to know we'll be so far apart
I love you too much to make you stay
Baby fly away
chian lin ruled the world at 8:17 pm
Tuesday, June 01, 2004
yoz..hahaha~ u all say no one come n post.. so here i am! hahaha~ FINALLY managed 2 get my com working.. haiz.. hahaha~ n come here n post something.. anyhow how come so many of u having constipations ah? tried all e mj's method? e swinging n stuff.. hahaha~ n e bananas n papayas? hope all this work.. haiz.. or mayb coz everyone's getting stressed.. thus 4 it.. so take care everybody! relax abit.. then can come out liao lah.. hahahaha~
anyhow saw this on tv mobile that day.. something frm e olympiads [dunno if i spell it correctly..] anyhow it goes like this..
. : The fallen will not always finish last. PERSEVERENCE : .
hope it can motivate everyone out there..
anyhow just wanna say dun haf too much negative tots abt e juniors.. i toked 2 them e other day abt latecoming.. discipline during training n attendance.. they all seem 2 understand n wan 2 try 2 change.. so just give them abit of chance.. but of coz if they really get out of hand we hafta do something.. but just let them haf time 2 change.. ya? =j
ok.. tml vesek day.. no training.. like wat hx says.. sleeping day.. so everyone sleep well.. rest more! cya all on thurs.. (",)
fionash ruled the world at 7:47 pm